I am sorry to Bernice and Ken... Sorry for not noeing u guys don't hate me... Sry for neglecting both of ur real feelings towards me... Sorry for not noeing I can have frens... Sorry for not noeing I am a human too... Sorry for not trusting myself... Sorry for crying too much... Sorry for tinking I m an alien... Sorry to make bernice call me jus to make sure im ok... Sorry for ken to tink up so many ideas on how to make me live on... Sorry to be so stupid and not noe how u feel... Sorry to say I wan myself dead... Sorry for wasting ur time reading this shit... Sorry for offending the pple outside... Sorry for tinking my "brother" is worth living here more than me... Sorry to my hamster, squall, for not bringing u to the vet on time...

Thank you bernice for being there... Tanks ken for ur encouragment... Tanks "brother" for looking after me frm above and giving me tha chance to live here instead of urself... Tanks mom and dad for choosing me instead fo "brother"... Thanks to my hamsters which help me through those times wen im alone... Thanks everyone...

I have frens... I jus realise... Im contented... Thx...